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The final road ...

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 20, 2014, 9:26 PM

Five more days and I'm moving into my apartment.  Away from my home, divorce filed, temporary orders will be in place, and reality is gonna be really hard to handle.  

I wish I could say I'm as strong as everyone seems to think I am, but this one is breaking me, tearing at every fiber of my being.  I feel like I'm sinking.   I keep trying to think of some way to wake up from all of this and it's all a bad dream... problem is... wake up when?  6 months ago, 1 year, 7 years.... and not have surgery , 9 years and not married him, 12 years ago and not moved him to Dallas and started the relationship or all the way back to 1996 and just not met him.  I love him so much and I can't imagine him not in my life and want our friendship to survive... but I'm so hurt and betrayed.  :(

Songs from the 80's keep popping up that are fitting.... or everywhere I look I see happy couples and marriage and shit like that.  I just can't do this shit!

White Snake - Here I go again

I'm at a point in my life where I wonder if it is worth it.  I'm 45, disabled and broken.  I'll get up again tomorrow and do it all over again and again and again.  For everyone else.




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Pamela S Keller
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I AM:
I am a little kid trapped in a middle aged body.
I am a brain tumor survivor.
I am a mother and a friend.
I am an artist.
I am a creator of many things.
I am a lover of all art forms.
I am a poet. (None submitted here at this time).
I am who I became to be. (Final line from one of my poems.)

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Current Residence: DFW, Texas USA

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Personal Quote: Ko muhuhok na mik aqa nop! - (When it falls on your head, then you are knowing it is a rock!)

Please check out my online shop to see what creations are available for purchase!!!
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When you purchase jewelry, what do you buy for yourself? 

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9 deviants said Earrings?
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7 deviants said A necklace?
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3 deviants said A bracelet?
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2 deviants said Rings?
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2 deviants said All the above.
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2 deviants said You don't like jewelry!
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1 deviant said Matching Necklace and Bracelet?
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1 deviant said Matching Necklace and Earrings?
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1 deviant said Other (leave a comment!)
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My DA Group Jewelry Showcase!

SO... I got the group up and running and so far all is working smoothing!!! :happybounce:

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I hope you all will come check it, watch and join if you want as well! :happybounce:

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I'm so excited because I've already gotten members and posts and submissions! :happybounce:

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Okay, so what do you think of the avatar design???????? (think I put it up there enough? LOL :giggle:

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Mega-Shots Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the :+fav:
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Marenne Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter

Thanks for adding my books to your favourites! :)

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jubilee864 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014
Thank you for the fav Hug 
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WayneBenedet Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014
Thanks for the :+fav: Pam
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LikaKinsky Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist

Thank you very much for the :+fav:s! :la: :huggle: 

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eReSaW Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
thanks for faving :hug:
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WayneBenedet Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014
Thank you for the :+fav:
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rosye Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Professional Interface Designer
thanks for the fav! Loved your jewelry too! A llama for you! ^^
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cybelemoon Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you! :D
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eReSaW Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014
thanks again for faving :hug:
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