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Still Moving Forward

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 20, 2015, 3:51 PM
SO, decided to change things up a bit in the journal entry today.
I'm fighting motivation, how how how do I get this energy back?

I want to get stuff done, I want to create jewelry, I want to work more on art, but there is this weird force holding me back and I can't figure out how to fight it. Any ideas?

I have a move to ABQ, NM coming up. I have two trips at the beginning of August to make and well not sure if I will get the other two in. Money is an issue there as is my driving long distances alone.

Recently my emotions have been tested to the full extent and this past week changed from one type to another. Betrayal and flat out ANGER, finding out things that were hidden from me in the past and realizing in black and white just the reality of it. I don't like the word hate, but I truly felt HATE towards this person this past weekend. My emotions started downhill on Wednesday then by Saturday went full force into the hate. I've been home bound for three days and today I have no choice but to leave and go to the store. 

Being alone ALL the time is my worst enemy. I'm not meant to be alone, I'm a social person, but no one visits me and everyone else has a life or is a couple or whatever. I'm emotionally tired. 

SO I'm going to go backwards in a way to remind myself  of where I need to be.  With that I'm linking my "theme songs" for myself (again) to get me thru my days and build myself up etc. Together they created my MOTTO(which I had forgotten): "I'm gonna find that brand new me. It’s gonna be a new dawn, a new day and a new life. I'm gonna feel good, and he's gonna miss me when I'm gone! And I will be brave!" (and yeah I like Carly Rose Soneclar's versions better!)








  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: ALL the loud neighbors in the building
  • Reading: nothing... which is rare
  • Watching: Marathons of old Series of several kinds.
  • Playing: Diablo III and WoW
  • Eating: not a lot
  • Drinking: coffee

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:iconbear48:
bear48 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Professional
thank you for adding "“Crazy Monkey Up Sunning Gecko Down”" to your favorites

I had fum with the color 
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:iconillustrisdesigns:
illustrisdesigns Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Hi Pamela thanks again for the sweet comment and for the fave of my candle holder / suncatcher! Hug 
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bear48 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2015  Professional
Thank you good sir for adding “Raymond and the Waffles ” and “When I speak it is like wienie dogs trying to drink from a fire hydrant... EEEEeeeaa” to your favorites. I am have hope of doing both a very large painting of wienie dog and a large tapestry of it.

I really want to do more with both ideas 
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KarolDalaiSarash Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2015  Student
Thanks you for the fav. :hug:
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Ellygator Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for all your recent faves!
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WayneBenedet Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2015
Thank you for the :+fav:
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LaraBLN Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:Heart Thank You: by RosaBlu for :+fav:ing. Truly appreciated, Pamela!!! :icongiveflowerplz::blowkiss: remake by arrioch
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illustrisdesigns Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Hi Pamela thank you so much for the fave of my suncatcher it Always means a lot! Hug 
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YANKA-arts-n-crafts Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2015  Professional Artisan Crafter
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WayneBenedet Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2015
Thank you for the :+fav: Pam
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