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So on the 20th of December I lost my father, after that the deadbeat that fathered my grand-daughter didn't even make a small attempt to see his child which also put a damper on things, then on Christmas Day we had to rush my daughter to the crap ass hospital in Hobbs, NM (where my parents and other family live). She had a massive galbladder attack and well seems that Hobbs doesn't need a surgeon on Christmas day, not even on call. The ER doc told us to get back to ABQ fast and deal with it here. SO... got back two days later, another attack, then called to schedule for a surgery because it is not important enough to do by anyone other than a "general" surgeon. Well they scheduled that for FEB 13th !!! A full month and a half away. We ended up at the ER a 3rd time and the doc there that night gave us an "in" to get her to have surgery ASAP. So she had her gallbladder removed yesterday. This is hard on all 3 of us. The baby doesn't understand why mommy can't pick her up etc. And my daughter is upset because she can't. Then there is the breast feeding issue also. AND me... trying to take care of everything. I was supposed to get things done around the house before the 15th to get credit towards my rent (so I can lower how much I ow) and that didn't happen. My body is having a hard time keeping up. Seizures are not fun either. At least they only affect my smell and speech and typing... and makes the memory issues a bit worse. Anyways... so far Winter has just sucked for us.
********************** (December 22nd)
I lost my father Tuesday to a massive heart attack. He had been flown to Lubbock's Coventry hospital's emergency surgical cardiac unit. They did everything they could and he passed away, they did their best.
I was already in the process of leaving town to go for a holiday trip which included seeing my Mom and Dad. Guess you can say things haven't gone as planned. I'm not sure how to handle any of this. There were two legs to this trip and weell everything has changed I will be back thru to be with my mom and brother etc on the 24th, but for now am back in Dallas so my daughter can attempt to get the father to give a shit enough to want to come meet her.... so far it's not happening.